I Picture Myself...

I picture myself Hiding my Honest being
I picture myself Putting on a Phony smile
I picture myself Lying, through silent Laments of the truth
I picture myself Pushing my Protective friends away
I picture myself Trying to Transform to be part of the crowd
I picture myself Running Rampant from my instincts
I picture myself Crouching down Cowardly, in fear of rejection
I picture myself Drowning in quiet Desperation to fit it
I picture myself breaking my own heart

I just want to picture what it would be like to be you