Torture

This couldn't be any harder
having to face these feelings
It's f.ucking torture
and these wounds aren't healing

I wish you could see all of this
and know its about you
so I can see your reaction, feel your kiss
when you realize these words are true

Instead you torture me
asking me who its about
"It's you, cant you see?!"
Is all i want to f.ucking shout

but I end up lying
say its someone you don't know
when all along I was trying
to let my feelings for you go

because they seem to be eating me
this torture becomes to much
my soul leaving
dying for just one touch

this torture I cant condone
cant let you break me down
so I take my heart and turn it to stone
you cant torture me now.