Someone To Confide To

*Not my best but I wrote it nonetheless. Please let me know what you all think about it*

Depression is a strange thing.
We all go through it though,
and some are affected more than others.
We all just want to get better though,
and we all have different reasons
for getting better.
Though it is for ourselves in the end.

My reason was so I'll be stronger for everyone.
It keeps me going strong
when I take on other people's problems.

I faced some of my fears
so I could be mostly better.
I didn't face them all so
I'm not completely better.
And every so often I do slip and fall
back into this hole that is depression.

Mostly my steps are sturdy though,
because of my determination to help all of you,
all my attention for you, my friends.
So my plan has helped me become mostly better.
I'm not completely out of this hole,
but I'm a lot closer than I was before.

I'll always be that someone you can confide to
and tell your feelings and problems too.
But there is a flaw in this great plan of mine
that I am beginning to see.
You will always have someone to confide to in me
but what about who I can confide to?

Who am I supposed to tell
my feelings and problems to
if I'm always only there to help you all?
There's no one.