* Please read I know its sorta long but I really want people to read it. I wrote it just sitting on my com. So its not that good but I would love to know what you think GOOD or BAD!~ Thanks so much....Tori ~
I walk home all alone
One more day of this pain
I try to be strong but once more I cry
My makeup all over
I don't know why I bother
I'm trying so hard to smile
I have become a total fake
I hate to let you know I'm weak
I hate to have to try to explain
My boyfriend is getting worried
Scared that one day I wont be here
I can help it my death is so near
I weight 95 pounds and still I'm called fat
My dad beats on me cause its my fault my mom left
My friends are filling me with even more hate
I cant help but think of every way out
Suicide is so easy
My cuts are getting deeper
It getting hard to cover
Bleeding threw my sleeve
I lay down one night on my bed
2 black eyes and cuts all over
I take my knife and stab it in
Now lets find out what happened the day before
It was a normal day
More hateful people to try and block out
I failed another test and my teacher said he gave up on me
My dad beat me up again this time he was really mad
So at the age of 13
I wrote a letter to him
I told him I loved him and nothing would ever change
I told him I was sorry and it was to hard to explain
I begged him to forgive me
My boyfriend was everything
I told him he was all I hate but not even he could keep me here
I told him to live everyday like it was his last
I told him his life was worth it and he would meet the perfect girl
I told him about my dad and how I could handle the pain
I told him my knife had my dads name on the blade.
