Thoughts of a Cutter

Devour my soul
Grasp my entire life
Don't let me break away
All I see is a dull knife
Its pressing against my skin
And releasing all the emotion
It knows I'm not strong enough
As in move in a quick motion
It's made me empty
My world is now hollow
I move or talk
It even hurts to swallow
Is this what death feels like
Because I feel like I am about to disappear
As I see the past rush through my head
I try to say goodbye, not dropping a single tear
Its ripping me apart
As I beg for the blade to stop
I slowly become numb
And to the floor I drop