Secrecy Depression

I'm secretly crying when you speak of her name,
Cause I know that your love is for real.
Your unresolved love and your loyal tied heart,
Are things that I wish I could steal.

I'm secretly pining for your lasting love,
Even though it's not coming my way.
"I love her no more, it's you that I want,"
Are the words that I wish you would say.

I'm secretly dying when you're crying your tears,
Cause she's hurt you all over again.
She's doesn't deserve you, I've always been here,
Is the knowledge I wish you would gain.

I'm secretly hurting when you're by my side,
But the way that we're touching means nothing.
A realization of what we could be,
Is something I wish I could bring.

I'm secretly depressive when I'm being friends with you,
Cause I know we could be so much more.
The hope that you'll see through the dark,
Is the only thing worth fighting for.

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