Holding back the anger, choking on these tears,
The words I know I need to say will bring back all my fears.
I fear the isolation of living life alone,
I'm scared of braving through all on my very own.
I know where you've been and who you will see,
You know it too and you know that I know.
But I nod my head and pretend to believe,
If I raise my voice
We both know where you'll go.
So why do I not fear a life with you still here?
The man who will control my every word,
Thought,
Look,
Peer.
It's easier to forgive and push the hurt away,
Than wake up without you for a single day.
I'll get lost inside your head,
Your eyes
Your heart
Your soul.
It's guaranteed that I will fall,
For you,
Can make
Me whole.
