Till Death...?

This torture is crazy,
These thoughts in my head are hazy

Why can't everything be clear,
My pain summed up in one tear

One tear that takes away all my worry,
But my vision is still blurry

Does anyone know the things I go through,
The pain, the heartache and hypocrisy too

Please just take it away,
Because, now, here I lay

In a pool of my blood,
Now, the tears, they flood

My body rots, from the inside out,
From this bullet hole, it does sprout

You hold me as the pain sharpens,
And a little more, my world darkens

You whisper you love me,
You whisper you need me

These things I know,
And Baby, I don't wanna go

As I reach up to touch your face,
You touch my palm, my hands you trace,

My heart slows down,
Soon I will make no sound

My breath comes in little gasps,
Soon my body will no longer last

I love you so much, is all I can say,
As I remember the games we used to play

I start to smile as my heart stops beating,
And my body stops bleeding

Its okay now, my worry's are gone,
Now you wait for the suns new dawn

But know my life was painful less
Since my heart, you did bless...