Never Cared

So many nights go by and I lie awake thinking of you

Since you left I find it hard to explain

The moment you made the choice to move on

My life has not been the same

I try to remenise of happier times

But my heart aches and aches

For you to return to me

And help me escape this pain

I feel robbed from my time with you

This sadness won't subside

I long to have you near me

My feelings I can longer hide.

Hide from how I really feel...

An overwhelming sense of loss

Wishing to feel you next to me

Staying by side at any cost

I always thought we'd be together

Maybe not as lovers are

But at least as friends stay together

But those happier times seem so far

Far away is what you have become to me

I think you are afraid to lead me on

Don't put up walls between us now

It'll confirm that your really gone

How can we have shared so much together?

And now the memories have so easily faded away

Like sand in an hour glass

Time ticks on and forgets this day

I can't help but think you've forgotten

About all the moments we shared

I feel as though I'm a last thought

And maybe you never cared