That Girl

I never wanted to be that girl who:

lies, denies, relies, asks so many why's.

hates, can't relate, waits, debates, has so many faulty traits.

holds onto the past, falls to fast, can't make anything last.

who puts EVERYTHING into ONE THING and ends up with NOTHING.

I never wanted to be that girl who:

cheats, gets into deep, weeps, can't sleep.

laughs at someone else's expense, always on the defense, that girl who can't make any sense.

is stricken with pain, who's never laughed in the rain, who feels so plain.

feels fat, watches as everything happens so fast, and can't live with that.