Going Into Hospital

by Toni   May 17, 2005


It’s been another hard day today
And now he knows how I feel
Now I’m so completely broken
That on my own, I cannot heal

The sun is shining on the outside
But it’s darker than ever within
My mind is in so many fragments
It’s impossible to let people in

I am so scared of what lies ahead
Yet still haunted by the past
The days pass by so painfully slowly
Even though my mind spins fast

I try to cling on to what’s left of me
Each day I see more fade
‘It’s our last resort’ he once said to me
But now the plans are being made

A psychiatric hospital far away
This place where I ‘should be’
This place where I am going to
To save the last parts of me

I wish that I could run away
Like I did that once before
But I have realised that running from pain
Only ends up causing more

I cannot help but feel afraid
Of this place, and what I’ll find
But I just hope that they can ease this pain
And maybe fix my mind

:*-( I needed to vent...

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  • 18 years ago

    by confusion

    another amazing piece toni, sorry i didnt comment sooner. so much sadness and pain, and still brilliantly written. i really hope things brighten up so very soon, lots of hugs and smiles, luv lu -x-x-x-

  • 18 years ago

    by Just Sierra

    OMG!! TONI!! Its okay babe, I'm sorry I haven't commented much anymore either. Thing is, I don't have internet. I'm using a school comp. OMG! TONI!!!! I'm soo sorry!!! But I help you have time to heal yourself. You sound like you're in a lot of pain!!!! I"M SOO SORRY!! *tear*

    Just tell me a little bit about how you've been. How's Oliver? R u still dating? I hope so...I LOVE YOU LOTS GIRL!! Keep your head high!

    ~Sierra

  • 18 years ago

    by Toni

    thnku peeps x

  • 18 years ago

    by BleedingAngel

    This pome really descriped your feeling and frustrations, it's amazing!!! I would be scared too, but please be strong and just remember that it's for the best... I hope that you are going to be alright and remember that you are not alone, I'm here for you girl...always!!!

    *Love n' hugs Sabrina*

  • 18 years ago

    by Oliver Stevenson

    That on my own, I cannot heal

    hun i dont want you to leave... i love you... please remember that...

    You arent alone hun...
    i am here... you just have to try let me in.. you've done it once before...

    i love you hun

    5/5 xxxxx

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