B 4 DEATH

I cut my self
I watch my blood run

I put my pain on the shelf
I really find that fun

I go in deeper and deeper
I see the blood drops on the floor

I do that all the time, I cry blood , I'm a blood weeper
I stop for a sec...i remember my pain ... i cut some more

I will keep doing that till i die
It is something pretty hard to explain

I always hold my self not to cry
I have to do that , no complain

If it is time for me to end my life
I will use the biggest kninfe

I\\\'ll hit myself right in the heart
I will make my soul move apart

I will lie there on the floor
It is the end...blood is all around

It feels hard...sour
It does not make any sound

I died ... Death now is found
I\\\'m not alive anymore

It is so ODD
It sounds sad
It is really hard
It makes u think \\\"oh ...that is bad\\\"
It was the only choice i had
It is me ... When i get MAD