Cannot think…losing control…
In the dark I am forced to crawl…
I’m going back to who I use to be:
Another useless thought lost in eternity…
You’re looking at me…so dead,
Nothing left, nothing lies ahead…
I’m the thought that’s left behind,
The urge of hate that keeps you blind…
Lucky you, for I am gone…
I died today before the dawn…
No more suffering, no more standing pain,
No more fighting for all is in vain…
And here ends...another painful chapter of my life
Again avoiding temptation, again avoiding the knife,
And still I win, but I’m thinking why
I’m trying so hard if someday I’ll die…
I stood today, watching my own demise,
Before the dawn, I’m left where darkness lies…
The end of one chapter represents an others’ start
The regeneration of my broken heart…
