My Suicide

by Christine   May 20, 2005


Alone and no one gives a damn
I sit slowly fading
Just a memory
Not good enough to be true
Not even good enough to speak with you
No one cares at all
I laugh seeing your faces in my head
Imagining your expressions as you find me dead

I tried to build myself up
Tried to stay strong
But you just left me there
Your actions pulled me down
Into the darkness
Where I slowly drowned
I used to be the one you ran to
But that is all in the past

Thing have changed so much
I am now so alone
Thoughts of suicide calm me
Keeping me sane

I am nothing
Without meaning, worthless
Living a life that would put you to shame
You don’t know the truth
Ending it would be sweet bliss

*There is a part 2 to this poem, please read it.*

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  • 18 years ago

    by Robin

    That was very sorrowful.. but well written and emotional. Can't wait to read part 2.

    Thanks for all of the comments, too. I appreciate when people are honest.. so thanks for saying what you did and didn't like : )

    Xox, hope you're okay
    Robin

  • 18 years ago

    by Broken Soul

    Thats deep. I love poems like this... it brings a new meaning to life and death to me. Good job 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by NannO

    powerful poem... may u never go thru any day lyk that... and may u have the strength and love to overcome it if u ever do... plz do not think ur worthless.. wat gud is lyf if ur livin it dead??? if u ever need to talk.. u noe where 2 look..
    keep up the gr8 work
    take care
    nouna

  • 18 years ago

    by NannO

    powerful poem... may u never go thru any day lyk that... and may u have the strength and love to overcome it if u ever do... plz do not think ur worthless.. wat gud is lyf if ur livin it dead??? if u ever need to talk.. u noe where 2 look..
    keep up the gr8 work
    take care
    nouna

  • 18 years ago

    by FAKE-is-the-new-trend

    this was a really good poem cuz i feel that way right now lk no one cares

    bye and thanx for commenting on my poem

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