Painful Past.

With the knife I cut myself deep
Watched the blood flow out as I silently weep
Making my own life a misery
Becase your love I could not keep

You told me you were always going to be there for me
But everytime I was down you would act as if you could not see
The pain thats growing inside of me, killing me

When I needed you most, you were with another chick
Then came running back to me saying you love me, as if I am thick
I can not believe I loved you cuz seeing you now just makes me sick

You thought it would be fun to just lead me on
But you did not know that I am not good at staying strong
You never used to call me, you kept me waiting too long
And now you are wondering what you did wrong

Did you not know that I loved you with all my heart?
I fell deep in love for you from the very start.