Help Please!

Here I sat
With a knife
Cutting deep into my skin
The pain growing stronger and stronger inside.

I call out for help
But no one turns
No one comes
No one cares.

I try to lock everyone out of my life
So I won't hurt you
So I won't hurt anyone else
So no one will get hurt but me

Help Please,
Take the pain away someone
Take the weight off my shoulders
Someone please lay by my side and help me.

Here I sat
With a knife in my hand
Cutting deep into my skin
Wanting all the pain to go away

In my heart
I know the pain will become closer
After each cut is Made
But something in me tells me to do it, it makes me feel better.

The pain I go inside
I want it to show on the outside
So each cut I make
Shows how much pain I'm in

Each tear drop
That falls from my face
Shows how much sadness I'm going through.
And each time I'm yelling help.

Each person I hurt
Each person that hurts me
The pain grows and grows
And now I don't know where I face

Each thought
Each memory
It holds too much pain
It holds me back from being happy.

But one person
Made a difference
But I hurt him
And now I must block him out of my life so I won't hurt him again.

Each person I hurt
I must block
Each person I block
I mustn't hurt again.

All I want
Is for them to be happy
Is for them not to be hurting by me
Is to have no more pain.

I scream for help
But no one comes
I cry for help
But no one cares

So now
I must die alone
I must be alone
I must live with the pain that I have!