Never the Same(NOT SLANG)

Why do I always feel the way I do,
Always so angry about everything in this world,
Every person every object,
Even my special girl,

This isn't the way I want it to be,
Getting highs like you’ve never had before,
But feeling so low you'd rather end your life,
Collapsed, drained on the floor,

I don’t think anyone,
Takes this one factor into consideration,
That it could be the reason,
For my late day to day depression,

So many have noticed how much I’ve changed,
How much I’ve lost control,
Since April 15th, 2005,
My very happiness was stolen,

This isn't who I really am,
A body full of never ending pain,
Ever since I went on new medication,
I’ve never been the same.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on May 29th, 2005