TiMe Is Up

I have planed this for some time
the final day I am alive

How I should do it
How it would go
Who would find me here
Laying on my bath room floor

How long I would bleed
How loud I would scream
Would the house be empty
Or would I make it a scene

Which arm would I cut first
Which arm would bleed the most
Would I even cut an arm
Or make it some where else this time

Who all would I tell I love them
Who all would I tell I hate
Who all would blame themselves
Even though this is my fate

Would I call my best friend
Would I tell her this is my end
Would she arrive before I died
Would she be the person who closed my eyes

So many questions
So many answers
For this my final escape
I did not think it would be so hard to leave this horrid place

But the time is up
It is time to die
No more questions no more lies
This is my final goodbye

Please vote and comment.. dont worry though its not true.. i just wrote it because it was what is on my mind..