Sick of Myself

Needles though my veins
Trying to relieve the pain
That keeps me up at night
That guides me from the light

But they won’t find an answer
And I’m sure there is no cure
Heading straight for disaster
And I can’t take any more

Pumping through my heart
The same poison from the dart
The one that shot me down
When all I needed was to drown

And I’m sure there is someone
Who has it much worse than me
Who doesn’t cry tears for fun
Or cut just to watch it bleed

But I’m sick and tired of myself
Wishing to be someone else
Who was brave and who was strong
Who had the strength to hold on

So take me in your arms
To a place where I can fly
Try to keep my calm
So no more tears I cry