Looking Back

Looking back on memories
I see a life full of hate
All this pain inside
Has helped seal my fate

Locked up my heart
And threw away the key
I'm always screaming out
And no one hears my plea

Looking back on memories
I see the reflection of my lies
All those things I did
Now killing me inside

Each morning when I wake
I lose my will to survive
No matter how hard I try
Everyday a part of me dies

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