Apologies

I'm sorry for the pain I caused you
I'm sorry for the words I said
I never meant it to be that way
My heart is now filled with lead

I'm sorry about Cody Mum
I know I'm not that nice
I just can't help it
My skin has gone like ice

I'm sorry for being a b***h to my friends
I wish they only knew
How badly I paid for those
Horrible deeds that grew

I'm sorry for not being there
When I was needed most
I wish I had been
And now I'm sorry that I lost

And now I'm sorry for myself
I never wanted to go
I'm gone now
I never thought I could go that low

*Cody is my little brother he's got mild autism and I don't get on very well with him. I wish I did though because he's a lovely person.*