My Actions~

I can’t not cry,
Because I hurt so bad.
Alone here I’ll lie,
Because I know you’re mad.

I can’t take the hurt,
That is put on me tonight.
One stupid mistake,
Leads to another big fight.

Why do I always trigger them?
It’s all my fault; blame me.
I don’t know why I do it,
Sometimes I just don’t see.

Today it did hurt,
When you never came back.
Even if it was your mom,
You could’ve told me just that.

Then when I called the last time,
You yelled at me for calling so much.
It was a mistake I had made,
All I wanted was to feel your touch.

When you had another beep,
You left and then you said,
“I have to go I’ll talk to you later”,
So you left and my heart bled.

It hurt that you left me,
To talk to your friend.
It makes me feel worthless,
But I pray it’s not the end.

I wanted to take it out on myself,
Because I knew you were still mad.
But somehow I stayed away from it,
But now I am still so sad.

I know I’m not perfect,
There are many things wrong,
I didn’t know how to apologize,
So I started to write this song.

I may worry way too much,
Or be grouchy and want to kill.
But I just want you to know that,
I love you and I always will.

I’m so sorry my dear,
I hope you can forgive me.
Today was not a good day,
I just know I couldn’t see.

I make mistakes as everyone does,
And stupid things I tend to say.
But please look past my faults,
And see that I’m sorry in every way.

I can’t explain my actions,
Or why I am this way.
All that I can tell you,
Is I’m sorry for today.