Her Past

Confused as she looked up into the night sky
thinking about her past
and how she screwed it up.

She wondered why she did it.
Was it because she only wanted to be different?
Or was it something more?

Did she really believe that it would take away her unbearable pain?
Or maybe she did it just to show her emotions instead of telling about them.

Now she hides the scars,
for the pain hurts her even more
than it did before

Only If she could turn back time,
and redo her life.
But what is done is done,
She or anyone Else can't erase the past.
No matter how messed up it was.

But at least she can say that she has learned from her past.