I Am Prepared

You say that you want me
Believe me I want you too
Yet I find it hard to believe
The things you say are true

I don’t want to be broken
To trace things like before
Yet every time that we talk
My love grows even more

At times I want to hold you
Others I only wish to cry
You try to walk in my life
And you then ask me why?

Why shouldn’t I be upset?
Knowing I am falling again
Do you really even love me?
Or am I just here to entertain

I long for you to be my love
And yet I am still so scared
Now my heart will die again
But this time I am prepared

-I didn't know where to put this-