Its all pretend

Cloak me with my fears
Hide behind my tears
And smile and laugh like nothings wrong
Pretend to be happy all along
Dress like inside I blend with the crowd
And make my laugh sound real, make it loud
Blaim the scars on my bunny rabbit
Fake being happy, get a drinking habit
Work hard for the money, then squander it away
Someone hide my scissors so I can't cut everyday
Jump and skip, and smile wide
All my real feelings I try to hide
Forget about the people who have hurt me
Lock it inside so they just can't see
And when I bleed blood runs thick and fast
Knowing the release I get from it just won't last
Cutting away, trying to leave my past
Hide it all, forget it all, f**k it all
I was much more real when I was small