I'll never forget

I think it can't get any worse, and then it does
I think my world can't be anymore broken
and then you shatter it some more
yet you look at me and see no pain
you run down the hill to him, yet again
he listens to you as you tell how you're the victim
you've ruined our family to be with him
its like you've lost all conscious thought
I can't deal with these things, to my blade I resort
Would it still be in secret if you hadn't been caught?
You act like a teenager, but you're really not
You're wrecking our family and all for what?
For some idiot man whose wife has died
To get you to leave us hes cheated and lied
You've paid the highest price of all
I'm blocking you out, I've built up a wall
For a while I was there for you, I listened to your sh!+
But now you've got to behave yourself and thats not the way you planned it
Mummy take a look at yourself and all that you've become
You're acting like a monster, your actions are those of scum
Our family life is gone forever, it seems so far away
I will never forget the selfishness of your actions, and of all the things you say