Wasted

My days are wasted day by day.
For on this planet I can not stay.
Can you tell me if you fear me?
For I do not think you understand.
Can you tell me if you can?
The afterlife I wish to go.
But how I get there I do not know.
I can try. I can bleed. You can do an evil deed.
It seems as if I've known forever for when I'm happy or under the weather.
I can allways talk to you. I know I'm sad. I know I'm lazy.
I even know that I am crazy. Smart, funny, maybe more.
But something about me I can not ignore.
There's something wrong with me there is!
I do not wish to know what it is.