I can't let you go...

As i sit here all alone
i think does anyone love me?
not for long just for now
maybe for longer, if I'm lucky
until i get over this boy
i can't stop thinking about
i wonder what it is that makes him special
his eyes, his smile,... or maybe his sense of humor
what ever it is i hope i get over it fast
because waiting for you is disappointing and pointless
i know you would never like me that way other than a friend
i know that deep inside...
but yet i cant let you go
my friends say you do
but they don't know you like i know you
i want to let go i really do
i don't want to hurt any longer
why cant i let you go
why.... i want to move on
i try to but theres something about you
that i just cant let go of...