Looking

by Jennifer RIP Lesthat Hayden   Jun 26, 2005


Some of them make fun of me.
Some think in a poser.
Some don't know much about me but just think I am scary.
Some people are my friends but they don't know who I am.
Some people might think to Hell I should be damned.
Some may think I'm evil.
I'm too good to be evil they just over estimate.
Most don't know my sorrows or what I really am.
Most don't know how frequent I cry.
For most people it takes allot.
Some times I lay in bed coming up with my own little fantasies then I be a pessimist again and think how stupid they are there not real and they never will be.
Then I cry.
I want some understanding.
I want some compassion.
I want someone like me.
I want someone who will never yell at me, or tell me to shut up, or say that I'm a liar.
Some people that don't give a damn about me I consider friends.
That shows how messed up I am that I consider them friends.
If they try to kill them self I cry and cry and cry.
They wouldn't care if I was to crawl in a hole and die.
I'm just looking for some one.
Some one like me.
Won't you help me find that person?
Won't you help me please?

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  • 18 years ago

    by Char

    Jennifer, I know how you feel. It feels like you are trying to let out the real you in front of people, but then you just end up being pushed away, or being ignored. It hurts. I know it does. I've felt it. I've been so lonely that I just wanted to die, and see how those people really felt about me now that I was dead. But then you think about it, and thats not the way to do it. That's taking the easy way out. That's showing you are weak. That is showing that you have given up. So DONT give up! If I can do it, you can do it! I am willing to help you to the best of my ability to help you fight through this. If you EVER need to talk, vent, or anything... My email is Theguitarteen2000@yahoo.com or if you have AIM my screename is Theguitarteen... Stay strong. And remember there is ALWAYS someone who cares for you so much, that they would die for you... Just keep that in mind... 5/5

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