Depression

This is my new life of confession
the only way i can destroy my depression
use my body for a canvis on which i will draw
until this life i can't take anymore
my life shall end soon probably maybe
its not for me to chose but we'll see
if i choose wrong then i'll say sorry now
but if you ever wonder why it started and how
do not worry for now it matters not
but please do not let my life be forgot