Depression

My life is difficult
and full of mistakes
behind a smile is where i hide the inner pain
if only for a while things would turn out right
no arguing
just don't want to fight
shouting and hitting is what my life consists of
photos tend to tell lies
they show happiness
when the heart aches inside
tell me what can i do
how do i make everything right
someone give me the answers
i need them now
before my world comes crashing down
the hurt is killing me off
please i need help I'm trying so hard not to give up
mistakes are always made and hard to avoid
a heart is easily torn apart
can't let it be destroyed
my family hates me they don't understand
my futures coming fast and i have so many plans
but it's all going wrong
not going my way
they want me to get out what am i to say
I'm just a teenager trying to battle my way through a life
thats making me pay
for things i haven't done
this may sound typical and like I'm doing this for fun
but try a day in my shoes
it's so hard to win i always lose