Suicide is not the answer.

I went on line,
It was a normal night,
I thought everything was OK,
Every thing was alright,

I got a phone call from a friend,
Hearing cries over the line,
I heard the horrible news,
Of a great friend of mine,

Let me go back in time,
Explain what happened before,
When everything was OK,
When my heart was not sore,

Court and I had our ups and downs,
We were in love for a while,
He always brought joy in my life,
Always found a way to make me smile,

We broke up for love,
But stayed great friends,
I just never thought,
Now would be the end,

I ran to his house,
It was only a few blocks away,
I walked in to find all my friends,
I could tell it wasnt going to be OK,

The doctors did all they could,
But in the end he had to die,
Never again will I say I love you,
Tell him all the times I lied,

Earlier that day I was going home,
Thinking about Court the whole ride,
I was going to tell him my true feelings,
Put my doubts aside,

He inspired all of us,
Helped us with problems in life,
But now hes not going to be there,
All because of that stupid knife,

I never stopped loving him,
He was the best thing out there,
There is more fish in the sea,
But I do not really care,

The reason he did this,
I am still clueless,
There wasnt a note or anything,
Just the sound of the nightly mist,

The funeral was awful,
I could not stop day dreaming,
I will never see or hear him again,
There just has to be a meaning,

Suicide is not the answer people,
It only hurts your friends and family,
I lost the only one I love,
Court, please come back to me.

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