A smile spread across my face
When the razor went deep into my wrist
The pain, sharp and sweet.
The liquid rushing out
Is like my battered soul escaping
Bit by Bit.
In the midst of rejoicing,
Breathing got harder
But knowing that i will soon be undisturbed
Brought me much comfort
I see eternal peace - just within my reach.
Don't mourn for me
Or attempt to bring me back.
Let me have this one last chance
To defy you
And be happy for what i did
I am tired
Its getting hard to stay awake
I am sorry mom
For i left you with no love
but instead, with a bloody mess.
