The Ruiner

This isn't how I usually am,
its not how I usually feel,
but its the way i feel right now,
I'm angry,
I'm furious,
I've got madness in my eyes,
and its hard to control

Hes ruined everything,
he started talking to you,
you started talking to him,
we lost our closeness,
when he budded in.

Thats the second time,
twice now,
that hes taken someone away.

Hes ruined two relationships,
wrecked my life twice...
I couldn't bear a third.

You called him a flirt,
you said he was cool,
when only yesterday I was cool,
i was a flirt,
I was the guy you had your eye on.

That man is my own brother,
my blood,
my family.
Now hes got you under his wing,
now hes taken you away.

I don't want to get hurt again,
i don't want to be let down again.
I'm not trying anymore,
this is it,
I'm sick and tired,
of doing a good job,
and seeing him wreck it in one conversation.

The second time,
twice now...
I'm not gonna bear a third.
You've taught me not to trust,
you've taught me even more.
now its over,
and I'm not looking back.
Have fun with him,
have fun with my brother.
Cause its over.

*7/11/04*