Anger Problem

I have all this anger
All this pain
What is the source of it all
I try so hard to stand tall
But I end up taking it all out on someone
someone who doesn't deserve it at all
All the tears and all the fears
Locked in my black hole of a soul
I want all the anger and hurt to flee
I want to be free
Can't take the anymore breakdowns
Can't take the tears
Can't handle the pain I cause
Not only to myself but of others
A cure to my madness needs to surface
So I can finally say
Every things OK
it's like all I can do is scream and yell
i have good days then it happens
One thing
It's all it takes
One thing to set me off
I'm a ticking time bomb
Do I need help?
Or do I just need to face reality