Why didnt we say goodbye

I wonder what you are doing now
and if your heart hurts like mine
if every minute you feel the pain
of not being able to turn back time

do you miss me like i miss you
is your love so much stronger then before
because each day that you are gone
my love for you grows more and more

i miss your old gentle hands
and the wisdom in your eyes
i miss watching you sleep in bed
hiding your pain with a brave disguise

why didnt we say goodbye
why did we get torn apart
this world feels so empty now
when you left you took my heart

why you? why did you have to go

why didnt i help you become stronger
so you could hug and hold me
for at least a little while longer..