Sick of the pain

Where do i belong
shouldnt i have known all along
who i really am
so i would not have to pretend
that i am normal

the truth is i feel so alone
and these wounds remain unsown
because everyday i feel so sad
and i also feel so bad
to everyone that knows me

i am a waste of space
some stupid girl that does not know her place
a girl with no direction
constantly faced with rejection
because of who she is

she finds a routine then it will be pulled out from under her feet
so she hides her pain from everyone she does meet
hoping that they will not know
that soon she will be letting go
...forever

sick of the pain
sick to death of this game