My everyday story

by IWroteYouAPoemOnMyWrist   Jul 20, 2005

I wake up in the morning
but i stay inside my room
maybe the noise will stop,
sometime soon

daddy's yelling about money,
Mommy's saying no,
Sissy wants her boyfriend,
to go everywhere we go

i try to keep away,
from everything they say
but this is my life ,
each and every day

i stay there in my room
for about an hour,
i glance at my knife,
and think of all the horror

but i try not to stare
at the shiny reflection,
my wrist all full of scars,
straight lines at perfection

tears stream down my face,
and splash onto the floor
blood runs down my arms,
then daddy comes threw the door

i quickly pull down my sleeve,
and tell him to "get out"
but he doesn't listen,
instead, he begins to shout

hes blaming me for something
that i didn't do
i say "I didn't do anything
how freaking stupid are you"

"i want some time for myself
just leave me the hell alone,
i can't even get any peace
not even in my own home"

he stares at me mad
and slaps me in the face
"daddy no, please stop"
and my body starts to shake

Anna runs in my room,
and sees daddy there insane
she screams in his face
causing herself pain

he holds her down and hits her,
she tries to get away
but daddy's there behind her,
holding her arms to stay

after hes done with his job
he says hes sorry for what he did
we always believed him
we were confused kids

he says"don't you dare tell mommy"
"or else shes gone too"
me and sissy agree
not to tell her what we just went threw

mommy tucks us in
and we all say goodnight
i wake up the very next morning
to yelling screaming and fights

I'm tierd of this all
i take the knife of the shelf
press it down as hard as i can
hoping to end it myself

i draw pictures and designs
of memories and pasts
only of the bad times
making no best of the last

deep cuts that will not heal
so i lay there quietly
"i miss my old life
and what my family used to be"

then like everyday
daddy enters what he doesn't know
he sees a dead body
no longer will his little girl grow

daddy this time you loose
you can never hurt me again
i can't feel the pain you caused
this time i win

Ive dealed with this for 3 years
and another year wont pass
"there already has been enough bad times"
that daddy made happen

now you all have read
and heard what everyone had to say
no longer is this my story
for my everyday.

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  • 13 years ago

    by LM

    So great poem! Love it! ;_;

  • 13 years ago

    by QuietDreamer

    Excellent poem. Your words paiinted a picture in my head. It was beautifully written. i like your style of writing. keep up the good work

  • 14 years ago

    by Wallace

    A very sad poem, i enjoyed it, i always believed that sad poems were the best and you reminded me that.

    Best Wishes

  • 14 years ago

    by Anick

    You're a very telented person.
    Keep writing!

  • 14 years ago

    by jjz

    Your poems are disturbing but they are deep.

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