Friendship

Shes my best friend.. we laugh.. we cry.. we joke.. and we lie..
In ways were so much alike.. sometimes we even fight..
I used to look up to her.. and yet I still do..
I used to wonder how she did it.. how she could be so true..
Sometimes I look at her.. and I see her pain eyes..

I've kept all her secrets... locked them away..
Hid them from this world, hid them from this day..
Shes been in my heart since day one..
Shes the person i run to when i need someone..
Sometimes i cry knowing what she did there..

Sometimes it hurts knowing i didn't help..
I know what she went threw.. but how can help?
I Don't wanna seem to forward but i need to help her some how..
I don't know what to do.. but it has to be now..
Before she falls back into something shes worked to hard to keep..

She got over it... she stopped the evil deed..
now she talks about going back to feed it again..
She said its to late..
but i wont give up again.. I'll cry and pray for her to get help..
Each night..
Maybe she needs a friend..
just someone to listen..

I know its hard for her..
I know how temped she is..
I can understand how she feels..
because the secret i keep from her..
Is I do it to..
I'm scared she'll fall deeper then I.
I know she knows I do it to..
She can see it in my eyes..

I understand the pain she has...
And I know how she feels..
But she cant be stupid like me..
I have to help her some how..
I have to stop her from this mess..
I have to help her forget..

How can I help when i do it to..
How can I tell her to stop when i wont even do it..
How can I get threw to her... without making me stop..
I need to save her.. before she gets to the top..
I cant stop myself.. its part of me now..
But theres hope for her..
Some how..

(Alot of this wont make sense to you.. but it means alot to me..)