Constantly faced with confusion

Constantly faced with confusion
and doubts about where her life will go
sick of feeling like such a failure
if only you could know

I wish you could know what i am feeling
i wish there was some way you could comprehend
but your way of affection makes me confused
i do not understand

do you care?
or is it all in my head
why dont you ask me
what i have left unsaid

i need to get this out
i am so confused and lost
why did he get away with what he did
and i am left her to pay the painful cost

why am i different
i have no feeling in my eyes
and everyone thinks i am happy
they do not see through my brave disguise

but i need someone to
i need to let this out
otherwise it bottles up inside
leaves me with unanswered questions of doubt

why dont you care
i want a reaction from you
i love you so much
please love me too...