What If

What If,

My life would be great and not live with it in shame.

What If,

My life wasn't control by depression and I wouldnt feel its flame.

What If,

I didnt hate myself and wasn't cutting so deep.

What If,

I pray to GOD and tell him to take me when I'm sleep.

What If,

I had a different life.

What If,

I didn't feel like it was being played like rolling dice.

What If,

I didn't have to look back at the the pain I hide.

What If,

Someone was there whenever I wanted to die.

What If,

I feel like I don't belong here.

What If,

Wishing people can feel my pain or hearing the pain that I fear.

What If,

I didn't look in the mirror and wanting to go and scream.

What If,

I woke up from this sadness and this pain was just a dream.

I got inspired to do this by by 112 because they made a song called What If but for a lost relationship way, so i jus wanted to switch it. Hope ya like it.