I hate today

I hate today
It is stressing me out
Nothing is going my way
I just want to shout
I can not handle people anymore
I just do not care
Silence is what I adore
I do not want you there
You all put me down
Like I am to blame
So I do not like you all being around
You have caused me to come undone
What happened to me
Where did I go
This girl that I see
I do not even know
I need my own time
Need to clear my head
Hopefully I will be fine
Otherwise I will wind up dead.