Pathetic and hollow

Feeling pathetic and hollow
Wishing there was no tomorrow
Feeling lost and cold outside
Wishing there was somewhere to hide
Wishing for the good times back
Wanting direction to stay on track
Feeling that my tears will not stop
Praying that I will come out on top
Hoping to feel normal one day
Wanting these memories to go away
Wishing and wanting so many things
Hoping to feel what happiness brings
Feeling safe behind my wall
So badly wanting to watch it fall
I want to feel alive, but I am dead
These crazy thoughts that are inside my head
Are making me feel insane
But I guess my thoughts are right
There is nothing left here to gain.

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