My Hell

Now that I've
finally leaving here.
I can be happy
with nothing to fear.

The fear of you
breaking my heart once again.
The fear of my heart
never being able to mend.

You're what I feared most
Cause you're the only one that can break me.
The funny thing is
how I am now is who you made me be.

You did make me
a better person inside.
But I still wasn't good enough
so I figured why not just die.

So here I am
right where I fell
Just lost in my thoughts
slowly dying in my hell.

I know its not very good, I'm just having a really bad day. Plz comment