I'll be seeing you

Sometimes I wonder;do you see me up there?
If I knew I was going to see you again I'd cry, I swear!

I didn't even get to say goodbye
and I wonder if it would be easier if I could just die.

But then I realize,I would be just as selfish as you.
Do you know how many people you hurt?
Do you even have a clue?

Why didn't you come to me for help?
When clearly you needed me the most?
I told you everything,but now I only have your ghost.

I don't know if I can forgive you for what you've done
If only you could have put down the gun.

This is something you can never undo
But don't worry I'll be seeing you.