Is it forever

I do not know who you are to me
what i am suppose to feel
i am so completely confused
about which side of you is real

at times i know you are there for me
like when you hold me when i cry
and when you push me to suceed
and to aim for dreams so high

and then you are rude
ignore what i am trying to say
you put me down and it hurts
it is like your love fades away

i know that i am depressing at times
and i can be hard to be around
but right now i just nedd answers
i need some steady ground

can i count on you to help me
to understand and care
or is it too much effort
for you to help when i need you there

are you going to love me
be there when i need someone to lean on
or will you be too busy
when i can for help will you be gone

i want you in my life
i enjoy the days when we are together
but it is time i sorted things out
so are you going to be here forever?

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