Now that i am free

From the day we are born we begin to die.
close your eyes and silently cry.
wish for all those angels now.
to wrap you up in a golden cloud.
take you away to let you see.
what you really mean to me.
when you're not there i miss you so.
I'm trying and trying not to let go.
my grip is faltering slowly now.
you want me to tighten it tell me how.
i would hold you close forever more.
be your nursemaid, mother, friend and wh**e.
be all these things and more i would.
if you'd tell me you loved me, or that you could.
but you sit there silent, stony faced.
as you show me i could never fit in this place.
i could never make u happy, sad or scared.
you never loved me, you never cared.
so i sit here now and silently cry.
as you walk away, say goodbye.
i wish for all those angels now.
to wrap me up in a golden cloud.
to take me away and let you see.
how much better life was with me.
you'll miss me darling, i know its true.
but i never meant that much to you.
so go your way and smile for me.
I'll smile on too, now that i am free.