Just Don't Know

Don’t know when I started to change
Don’t know what’s happening to me
Don’t know when it faded away
Don’t know why I can’t let you see

Blurry sights of smudged walls
Screams of pain in my splintered mind
Running nowhere, but moving
A feeble attempt to hide

I swear I had no warning
Don’t know how this came to be
I don’t know how to stop this
Can’t somebody see?

The walls are moving
Crushing me in
Can’t fight no more
The pain has reached within

Don’t know how to get better
How to ask forgiveness of you
I don’t know how to change
Can’t stop believing the untrue

Can’t tell the difference no more
I don’t know me anymore
I know I have destroyed us
Remnants remaining of what once was