Alive but Empty

I want to stand out in the rain
Let it wash me all away
Become just a puddle on the ground
Unnoticed
Not causing anyone any more pain

My salty tears burn my raw face
I knew I was empty
But now I truly am nothing

Soon I will not breath
I will feel no more pain
I will feel nothing
I will be nothing

But then your words
Once again
Make me stop
For you
Because I love you
And will wait until you can see
That it is for the best

But for now I am here
Like you have asked
Still empty
But still alive