The Thorn in my Side

I've been starting to wonder
If it's really true
If I would be better-off
Without you

You give both pain and happiness
I can't see which is more
If you're the one I hate
Or the one I adore

I can't decide
If I don't want you in my life, or do
The choice is so hard
I'm torn in two

Is this relationship healthy
Or has it gone to waste
The time we spend together
Leaves such a bitter-sweet taste

The decision is such a burden
Its something I just can't stand
You're the thorn in my side
But the rose in my hand